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Forbidden by Tabitha Suzuma

(Also posted on Goodreads here) 5/5 stars

This review contains some spoilers

I am fortunate enough to have a signed copy of Forbidden by Tabitha Suzuma as a result of winning an Authors for Japan auction bid. I chose to bid for a set of Tabitha’s books to discover a new YA author. I was also impressed that in her books she was tackling challenging issues including mental health.

Forbidden is her most recent book but the first I have read. The warning ‘Not suitable for younger readers’ indicates that this is not your typical YA book. In fact it is not a typical book at all, dealing with the most forbidden of loves, that of consensual love between a brother and a sister.

The story is narrated in alternating chapters by 16 year old Maya and her 17 year old brother Lochan. Their mother is mostly absent, loving both the bottle and her new boyfriend Dave more than her 5 children. Consequently the two older siblings are left to look after wayward teen Kit and youngsters Tiffin and Willa. They cover for their mother with their teachers for fear of social services stepping in and splitting the family up.

Maya and Lochan both have distinct voices and their first person, present tense accounts carry the reader with them as they discover their love for each other. We can see it before them, can understand it (they are having to act as mother/father figures), can feel their fear at being found out but sense their unhappiness when they try not to act on this love.

They both seem to be stronger with each other, shy Lochan finally confronts his fear of speaking out in class, his relationship with his sister boosts his confidence. Maya grows more mature, realising when their secret relationship means she is neglecting her duty to Willa as her big sister and rectifying this. In fact even Lochan’s relationship with Kit is resolved and they all to be one big happy family.

This book will not be everyone’s cup of tea, there are some sexually explicit scenes which, in my opinion, are well handled.

At the end of the book the pair, believing they have the house to themselves finally consummate their love, but they have not been as secret or as careful as they’d thought.

As a reader we know that this forbidden love can’t be realised with a happily ever after but although I’d been warned by other reviews I certainly didn’t expect my heart to break as much as theirs. Kit’s reaction started the tears rolling. Believe me the ending could have been much worse, the point when I thought it was going to be had me sobbing and I had to put the book down before I could read the last few pages.

My dedication from Tabitha says Happy Reading! I can’t call it that but I can call it memorable and brave, with enchanting prose. I look forward to reading her other four books.

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Taming the Lion's Mane

Taming the Lion’s Mane

 

I am a Leo and, when your star sign is a Lion, having lustrous locks is surely meant to come with the territory.

 

Here is the story of my hair:

 

My hair is auburn, I like the colour of my hair.

 

I always used to cry after I had my hair cut but not since I started going to a salon.

I was jealous of girls at school who could easily scrape back their hair into a ponytail, mine was always bumpy because there is so much of it (I am better at it now).

I remember it taking my mum hours to dry my hair.

When I was 12 my hair reached my bum, I had 12 inches cut off it. I think my Dad was distraught. My mum kept the cut piece for ages and we did look into selling it for wigs. Just as real hair seemed to be coming back in she chucked it.

I had a disastrous experience with styling wax on my 18th birthday (even after a few washes I felt my hair looked really greasy) – the playing of Nellie the Elephant by the DJ was far more embarrassing though!

My hair is thick, there is tons of it. This has led to some really bad hair styles (see below for ‘The mushroom’) especially when I had it cut shorter. It has also made it really hard to find hair bands that fit.

 

So how have I worked on taming this mane of mine?

 

I love my GHD ceramic straighteners and without these I would have grown my hair long again so I could always tie it back out of the way.

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I don’t tend to over style and often leave my hair wet (this is probably more to do with the fact I’m not a morning person).

I have finally found hairbands that work for me – Goody StayputTM (with slide proof hold) (I bought my set of 10 black ones from Asda, they also have a website http://www.goody.com). They are excellent, long lasting and retain their shape and hold.

The Body Shop’s Brazil Nut Define & No Frizz smells gorg and helps smooth down frizz, working like a serum.

An ex neighbour (still good friend) introduced me to the John Frieda Collection Brilliant Brunette range. So I now use the shampoo, conditioner, hairspray and on/off the intensive conditioner and Shine Shock perfecting glosser lovely summery coconutty smell.

Love the fresh cucumbery smell (I’m sensing a theme with my hair products) and shininess of SebastianTM Trilliant thermal protection and shimmer-complex spray which I use with those fantastic GHDs.

 

As I said earlier I love my hair colour but as the years have been added so have the amount of grey/white hairs but I have continued to put off dying my hair (only once using a wash in wash out colour shampoo and once talcing my hair to become the Statue of Liberty for a costume party!). After my car accident I did seem to have a few grey hairs linked to an area where I cut my head but I have to now accept that the grey salt and pepper is part of aging not shock.

Finally I was persuaded by my fab hairdresser (Claire Fromage at Scissors, Poole) to try highlights/lowlights, so I’ve had a gentle introduction to the world of colour by still keeping it quite natural. Now this hasn’t fully covered the grey as I only had the T section done and up close they still appear quite obvious to me but from a distance when my hair is back I think it has blended more so I’m happy, except with the fact that mid process I looked like this! ;o)

Here’s the end product!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

My next hair appointment, cut only, is on the day before I am due to be bridesmaid for my friend Stacey. I think that she will be very glad I’ve finally got my mane under control and have some smaller glasses so that there is no fringe, glasses, chin situation going on (sorry to my Auntie and Uncle for this get up on their wedding day).

 

What are your hair nightmares (not including the pics of my bad hair days above) and styling tips?

 

(Just so that you know this is not a sponsored post at all – I just love all of these products. I’ve linked to them just in case you fancy trying them – If you did buy the GHDs from Amazon that link gives me a small reward but I just like having images when I can).

 

Y is for… (#atozchallenge)

Y is for…

 

Young Adult Fiction

 

 

Since being a ‘young adult’ I have liked to read ‘young adult’ fiction, now as a slightly older but still very young at heart adult, that has not changed in the slightest. I do have varied taste but tend to enjoy the paranormal subgenre.

 

As I mentioned in my V is for…Vampire post I read L. J. Smith’s book The Secret Vampire and I have gone on to read all 9 of the Night World series. I have also read all of her The Vampire Diaries (not the TV spin offs yet) being part way through the final book Midnight at the moment. Also I have read, The Forbidden Game, The Secret Circle and Dark Visions (which I vaguely remembered the first part of so not sure if I read this from the library). All of those books are hidden in a second layer on the bookshelf along with Charlaine Harris’ Sookie Stackhouse series (that True Blood is based on). I’m actually guessing that those are adult rather than young adult but I’ve not started reading yet. I bought the first three of the Succubus series by Richelle Mead in a second hand bookstore the other week and again think these are meant to be adult. Richelle Mead has written a series called Vampire Academy which I believe is getting a spin off series shortly. I’m waiting to buy these because I’m undecided about whether or not to purchase hardcopy or on Kindle. The other books on the shelf are The Immortals series (Alyson Noel), The Morganville Vampires series (Rachel Caine) and The House of Night series (P.C and Kristen Cast – mother/daughter writing duo). Then Fallen (Lauren Kate -first of a series) and Beautiful Creatures (Kami Garcia and Margaret Stohl – also part of a series).

 

At school I remember reading the Point Horror books (with titles like The Babysitter and The Lifeguard)  and Sweet Valley High (a slightly different genre) and I’ve read TV spin off books of Buffy etc. After the film version I read I know what you did last summer (Lois Duncan). One of my other favourites is The Changeover by Margaret Mahy – I re-read this recently and still found it creepy.

 

Of course I’ve read His Dark Materials (Phillip Pullman), some of the Artemis Fowl (Eoin Colfer) and The Twilight series (Stephanie Meyer). If you haven’t checked out The Host (also by Meyer) – do, I’d love to see it made into a film – the female character in it is a much stronger lead than Bella.

 

I have to admit I get a bit lost as to what is considered young adult sometimes, for example where do The Princess Diaries (Meg Cabot) sit? Malory Towers (Enid Blyton – hate the new covers). Lemony Snicket?

 

And what about Harry Potter? (cue an opportunity for me to add another picture of the bag that my HP7 came in and that I forgot to add into my H post). A number of these series at least start as children’s books but in HP’s case especially they move into Young Adult territory as they grow more mature in theme.

Now as you may have noticed a lot of these books remain unread (need more hours in the day please). And I haven’t even mentioned the ones on my Kindle yet (The Mortal Instruments (Cassandra Clare), Firelight (Sophie Jordan), The Tor (Lisa Granville), Fall of Angels series (Keary Taylor), My Blood Approves and Trylle (Amanda Hocking– if you have not heard of her you are probably not a writer spending a lot of their time on Twitter).

All of these are still sat there or tucked up electronically waiting to be devoured. I keep putting off reading because I know I’ll want to stay up all night to read them in one sitting.

 

Now I blame my growing library on Twitter and one person above all others – Jesi Lea Ryan who writes the blog Diary of a Bibliophile. I enjoy her book reviews so much she makes me want to buy and read the books that second. If you are interested in YA please do check her out (I’ve also added some other YA links in my blogroll).

 

When I do finally get round to reading, now I have a Goodreads account, I plan to write reviews which I may post here too and that should pop up in the little Goodreads’ widget. As I read I’m going to have to make note of some quotes so that I have more than Harry Potter ones pop up – not that I really mind that.

 

When I was digging through my parents bookshelves looking for a book that I thought I remembered from my childhood I came across The Tovers (Elisabeth Beresford) – I remembered the cover immediately and can’t wait to re-read. I didn’t find the book I was after. If anyone can help (and apologies if I’ve already posted this but it is bugging me) – it was a children’s illustrated book about a party on some steps in a castle/tower where everyone got a ticket which told them how many steps they had to climb and when they got to their step there was a box with their food in it. Please someone know this book!

 

And Tabitha Suzuma says I should have my signed copies of her books early next week. Very excited about those.

 

I wonder if there are any of you thinking, you’re a 30 something year old woman who is seriously needing to start considering hair dye, grow up and read Tolstoy or something. You might have a point, and I do also read fiction outside of this genre and written for adult audiences, but this is the type of genre I want to write so as well as being very pleasurable this is research and therefore a legitimate occupation for me. Actually strikethat it’s legitimate whatever my reasons because it is meaningful to me. I can still see me as an 80 year old reading about vampires and witches and angels and fairies and love and human frailty and I’ll be enjoying it.

 

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